I'm Leaving BYU-Idaho
This is a difficult post to write because I hate disappointing people and I hate feeling like I've failed, but here goes nothing. Since finding out that I can't go on a mission, my head has been a jumbled mess. I have no idea what I'm doing anymore or why I'm doing it. My mind has been filled with confusion and as much as I hate to admit it, it has also been overloaded with doubt. The plan I had for my life essentially fell to pieces and I've had to start over. So here I am at 19 years old with not a clue of what I'm doing. That being said, I've made the decision on my own to leave Rexburg and go find myself. I'm moving in with some family in Utah and will be taking online classes and working until I can figure out what it is I want out of life. I have to be happy because if I'm not happy, what's the point of living? I know it sounds selfish and dramatic but maybe I am selfish and dramatic. All growing up I had my life planned ju...